Good Bye
To everyone who consiters me thier friend.
I have friends and then I have "friends". You see, the difference is that my friends, my real friends are the people that make me happy. I guess your not one of these friends, and I have my reasoning. Crossing me in the past, is my best guess. I can't tell you my secrets, I can't tell you how I really feel inside. I push people away because they get in the way. My inner demons are something I should deal with, not you or anyone else. And if I end up losing everyone, if I end up alone forever. So be it. Depression is something people have to deal with. Many deal with it differnently then others. You know, maybe this whole thing is social suicide. Maybe after evenone reads this, they're gonna think. "Jesus, this guy is such a fucking asshole." Maybe I am, or maybe your just on drugs. Frankly in my mind, social suicide is better then the suicide that involves a bullet in the head.
This could be my last post. To tell you the truth, I really don't beleive i'll be posting here again. So to those who hate me.
I have friends and then I have "friends". You see, the difference is that my friends, my real friends are the people that make me happy. I guess your not one of these friends, and I have my reasoning. Crossing me in the past, is my best guess. I can't tell you my secrets, I can't tell you how I really feel inside. I push people away because they get in the way. My inner demons are something I should deal with, not you or anyone else. And if I end up losing everyone, if I end up alone forever. So be it. Depression is something people have to deal with. Many deal with it differnently then others. You know, maybe this whole thing is social suicide. Maybe after evenone reads this, they're gonna think. "Jesus, this guy is such a fucking asshole." Maybe I am, or maybe your just on drugs. Frankly in my mind, social suicide is better then the suicide that involves a bullet in the head.
This could be my last post. To tell you the truth, I really don't beleive i'll be posting here again. So to those who hate me.
posted by Sandwich at 6:39 p.m.
8 Comments:
don't give up hope yet kevin you will find someelse(go out with katelyn as it appeats she wants to go out with u) get out of this depression and get abck on your feet. its a big world out there
I think i'll just sit her and die thank you.
interesting thought that people 'get in the way'. Good people are hard to find, and sometimes it is better being alone for a bit, than being surrounded by superficial, materialistic drones.
Things change. When schools over, chances are you'll never see me again. You can only hope someone like me could get out of your life right? And yeah, the fuck should I care what anyone thinks. But I tend to listen to good peoples opinions.
nor does he want anything to do with all of us
Kevin, there are a lot of people who care, like me. And Katylin if you liked Kevin so much you would accept the fact that he doesn't like you anymore then a friend.. And would try to be a good friend to him.. And Kevin's flirting to you may not be flirting in his eyes.. Chill out girl! Now back to you Kevin really dont give up.. your cool shit and I'm sure you'll find more friends out there that will make you happy. I know it might not seem liek it. You just got to look around. You'll find more people liek me! lol.. j/k.. but more people who like you for who you are! Just stay cool and cheer up! I love yah bud and never forget that.. If you ever need anything you know who to call and know who to go to!
Yeah, that's it.
High on poon tang.
from zen: there is no better, there is no worse, there only is. remove the dualistic notions of good and bad, like and dislike and let your mind be at peace. in the end, it doesnt really matter anyway. only then will you really understand the world. and if that fails, do alot of drugs (dont know if youll figure who this is...)
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