Down With Love

Well, once again, people who have being watching me these last few months have notice a new lady in my life. That lady is no more. For the first time in my life, i was the one who was, to put it nicely. Discharged from my relationship. It was sort of like the hard working, perfectly manored employee. The one who always showed up to work never on time, but always 20 minutes early. Who never took a single sick day. The modle employee who never expects anything else but a raise, or maybe a promotion. Until he get's canned.

I was that employee, exept the showing up on time and never taking a sick day part. But i never expected to get canned. I thought i had it all planned out. That nothing stood in my way. I accually beleived i found something good in my life. And then the person who i trusted, who i let in my heart, the person i showed love to, does what i would have never expected.

That comes to show people, that you never really have what you think you do. You don't realize that until it's gone.